End Of 3rd Week

Friday: woke up and went to school. left a little late. reached school around 8am. went to lecture room. lock. bump into aslam. the weird guy from my BMT coy. so i shook his hand and say i need to go somewhere. he follow me. wth. i went to the toilet to loose him. weird. really weird. start of lesson. Materials i am still super lost. i will study this weekend. then 1 hour break. i do my maths tutorial which im suppose to do at home. :P. Went for Physics tutorial. went ok. went for Friday Prayers at Masjid Al-Firdaus. NS policeman. ORD oh. haha. went back to school. Maths 3. Pressure. Really Pressure. Im scared. Essential Maths Tutorial. Ok. not so bad. How many maths sia per day? Thermodynamics next. wah. took this module in Poly before. This time its harder. My Poly lecturer said. You go Uni, it will be 10 times harder. i laughed at him cause i never thought of going Uni that time. Amek kau. End of the day.

Berbuka di sekolah. Niat di hati hendak memakan ayam setengah sepering, tidak tercapai. Habis dijual. hatiku terguris. hendak menangis, tiada tagisan. Dengan hati yg berdarah, Cik, Burger Ayam satu. Aku memakan dengan perlahan. setiap kali mulutku disuapkan cebisan burger ayam, sebilah pisau menusuk jantungku. aduh. sakit. walaubagaimanapun, burger tetap dihabiskan. Syukur alhamdulilah Kenyang. Solat Maghrib di Sekolah dan terus Pulang ke rumah. Bilakah perutku akan bertemu ayam setengah sepring? Minggu Depan? Hari Raya? ah! aku tidak terdaya untuk memikirkannya.

Went home and Go for a jog. 12km. tired. Pain on my chest. whats wrong man? i dunno. but i feel good now. Should do this Throughout Ramadhan. It will be a big change to my weight.
Good Night